How do you know when It feels “different”? is the love gone? Is it just hiding behind your over thinking brain? Will love ever reach a point of confusion or will it diminish and rid of these thoughts? There are to many questions I have for you love. I want to know everything and it feels like I have no clue about anything. Is this being blinded by love? Can one even bare to have the thought of not feeling loved anymore? When is enough going to be enough? Are we as humans here on earth to find a person who makes love feel a different way or is it a certain way? Or do we just settle with what we think is the fullest of love? How will we know when our search of love is fulfilled?…..

Whether it happened today or tomorrow or perhaps sometime in the future Love was eventually going to bring us back to one another. I put up walls so your love could no longer reach me, but of course the love you have for me tore those walls down. It may have taken time but you never fail to amaze me. Nothing/  no one will stop you, you’re like a crane at a construction site knocking down any and everything in your path which blocks your way to my heart. I don’t want to know what it feels like to love anyone else but you, too many memories together to just throw it away. I wouldn’t want it any other way. I use to say i hated you so much but in reality i love you so much it hurts to think about not being in your life or vice versa.

Isn’t it amazing how someone could fool your heart for so long and you be so blinded by what you thought was love?

I don’t know about you, but I myself think that if a man is going to cheat he will cheat. There’s no other way around it, and if he has you thinking that he’s out there cheating then he is not the one for you. When you find ” The One” these thoughts will not pop up in your head. You have only one life to live and why would you spend it worrying yourself? Life goes on honey, humans are made to FEEL, so if he does cheat on you then move on and up and show his ass you didn’t need him. Don’t sit at home and cry and put yourself into a depressive state of mind. There is somebody out there for someone.